Waqt guzar raha tha……lekin eeswar ne kya socha tha ye kisi ko pata nahi tha. Sab taraf se raste band the (Time was passing by, but nobody knew what the Almighty had thought about me. Every door seemed closed to me). Suddenly one of Honey’s friend told him about an astrologer in Dwarka (an area in Delhi) whose predictions were quite accurate. We decided to go and meet her. I along with Honey went to meet her one Sunday. She told me that I would soon be getting married. My children, my husband and my brothers are blessings for me which God has gifted me. I was happy to know this.

At least we were satisfied that there was someone in this world who was there for me. I asked her about my health also as I was not keeping well from so many days. She said you will be perfect after performing some puja. We did that and I was keeping well after that. She asked me that I would be getting married the next year definitely but that year also passed with the same pop show. In between we three were enjoying those days when we were there for each and to support each other. There was no gap in our bonding and love which we have shared together during our ups and downs.

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We used to go for movies during the very first show and sometimes on the first day of the year. In the month of December we used to celebrate Christmas with our mausi and nani and this schedule was fixed. Moreover my mom’s birthday also falls on 25th of December so we used to celebrate that with great enthusiasm. We used to reach our nani’s place on Christmas Eve. Then we used to rush to the market for our shopping and fun. Honey and I are the foodie types. We used to have tikki chole, golgappe, pav bhaji in the chilly winter evenings. Then we used to send Honey home by car and me, mom and mausi used to come by rickshaw. After having all the fun in the market by having all the available street food and enjoying to our fill, we three used to mount a rickshaw and the rickshaw used to travel at a speed enough to give us the taste and feel of the chilly winter wind which would make all three of us refreshed and wanting more fun. In between there used to be a bakery shop. Every time mausi used to ask me whether I would like to have pastry and I simply nodded my head to say yes. The rickshaw used to stop and I quickly jumped out of that to enjoy that black forest pastry. It was amazing, the taste was awesome. Mausi used to ask me only, otherwise she could have carried the pastries for other children also, which showed that she used to love me a lot especially.

I was enjoying my loneliness in this way. We used to reach home by eight. Dinner was ready by that time. As I told you earlier we used to have lavish dinner during that time. Butter chicken, kebabs for Honey and Chuttan and matar paneer for me. Sometimes she used to get rasgulla also which I relished the most. As I write this and already my mouth is full of that taste of love which was showered on me continuously. Sush Mausi used to praise me in front of her colleagues also which shows her immense love for me.